Not so much a goodbye

N when i thought we were gonna be together maybe one day
so in love with you yet we have never been together
have so many memories that you probably long forgot about already
but the lil ones are the ones i juts cant let go of.
we started to grow apart the phone calles got almost to none
so i figured what would it hurt i got a man
you found out n thats when you didnt even return my e-mails
i felt so gilty but i finally have a good thing goin on why f%^& it up
its not like it would ruen us would it?
i guess i was wrong.
you moved on you got a grl of your own n when i found out my heart just stoped
now i no how you felt when you say i was with him
im sorry for f$&^*ing it all up
but did i really even f^*) anything up. was there anything for us in the feature is there still
still think of you every day you will never leave my thoughts even if we both have gone our own ways
this isnt what i wanted for you n me but i guess its whats best maybe what you wanted..
im not gonan say good bye cuz i dont want this ta be the our last, i jus want you ta no i was in love with you n you will always have that special place in my heart were you will always belong!
ill always be happy for you in whatever you do with your life

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