Selfdistruction

In your eyes
I see a will to thrive.
But all your pain is taking it's toll
and your starting to slip
out of control.
(I can do nothing
to stop your selfdistrution.
I only hope after
I can still function.
I need you here
by my side.
Please don't leave me
please don't die.
I know you feel in your heart
there's a tare
and you think life is unfair.
I can not stop you
from taking your life.
But know when it's over
it'll be me with the knife.