How will you know if it\'s love [21819]

When looking at pornographic materials isn\'t as fun as it used to be
when masturbation has gone stale
when your heart gets broken again and again everytime you think that he\'s never gonna feel the same way about you
when you realize that there are many more beautiful people in the world and keeping him for yourself would be unfair to him
when you can\'t even think of why you\'re worthy to be with him
when every love song reminds you of him
when you catch yourself saying his name over and over to yourself almost every minute
when you start spacing out often and reminiscing the times you\'ve spent with him
when time seems to stop and all else becomes a blur everytime you see him
when your friends tell you he\'s no good yet you still believe in him not even fully understanding why you do so
when you can\'t help but smile when you remember his face
when seeing him always seem like yesterday even if weeks and months have passed
when you get the courage to do crazy things for him you didn\'t even think you could do
when he rejects you more than once yet you\'re still there for him
when you have a hard time getting mad at him for more than 2 days
when you find yourself writing stupid lists like this about him
when you realize that not all of his angles are great but he\'s still the best looking guy for you
when you hate pets but learn to like his cat
when you\'re around hot guys but you miss him
when you can connect everything to him
when you check out his friendster account once in a while just to check whether he\'s got a new photo or testimonial
when you check out his ex-girlfriend\'s friendster account to see the qualities that might have attracted him to her, and which of those you possess
when you check out his friends\' friendster accounts just to read the testimonials he wrote for them and to check whether they have photos with him that were not in his own account
when you keep a photo of him and his cat in your cellphone
when you won\'t let him read this even if this might prove to him your undying affection
when you dream about making out with him
when you dream about making love with him
when you know it\'s hopeless so you set him free
when you leave him be though you can\'t stop hoping that he\'ll love you back