Goodbye

Another day
locked up in my room
A knife to my neck
I'll be lost to you soon

No more bad memories
that stalk me through the night
No more hiding in my room
lost from others sight

The pain will soon be gone
my blood running onto the ground
I'll be quiet just for you
I wont make a single sound

There are voices in my head
telling me to cry
Others are objecting
How hard is it to die?

I have just one last thing to say
to my mum and to my dad
I do love you guys
Goodbye, and for me, don't be sad

Cutting into my vein
taking one last calming breath
The happy time of my birth
Flashing back before my death