Feel So Alone

Changing seasons, changing time
different reasons, but same old rhyme
same old rain with same pain
same old love song driving me insane

changing priorities, changing taste
but same feelings of being a waste
making love to destiny in my funeral pyre
still breathing while licking this dancing fire

feel so alone in a crowded room
hand in hand with my loneliness i go along
tears storming deep inside my head
and i pretend with a smile of being strong

changing situations, changing life's goal
same expectations, if you could hear my call
same old circumstances running around
same old house, six feet underground

feel so alone when you are close to me
this is not how our life was supposed to be
i could feel your breath as you seem so near
and then you say a word and you just disappear

same old breaths, same old nights and days
different excuses for different killing ways
this love that we had, now seems so strange
as all the intense passion has turned into rage

alone so alone floating on this endless river of time
making love to the smoke of my funeral pyre
and i turn to ashes with my heart falling apart
still beating while licking this fading fire