Daimon

I am called hundreds of names...
traitor, wuss, warlock, demon...
but worst is daimon...
tho it sounds like a turn-on..
i love so much on earth...
many things are good...
and very many bad..
but i don't wanna feel this way..
the sun is like a death ray...
i just wanna disappear..
but i can't...
I'm stuck..