Too many memories filling my mind
All those tears and all the cries
Looking at the pictures they didn't change
But the people sure have
Looking back to everything i remember
What to do
What the he*l am i suppose to do with you
But how can i forget the nights you were there
How can i forget the times we laughed
How can i remember how to trust
It all changed in a flash of light
I awoke in fright
Knowing it'll never be the same
I know you miss being my friend
I admit its true i do too
But whats the point
Its been to long
The past can never be redone
Well never be friends like we use to
I don't know what to do
I loved you like a sister
Then i didnt know what happened
I always forgave but this time once
I guess its all my mistake
That you have a new life
But when you pop the questions
Of being friends
I cant help but think of the point
If nothing would change from this situation
It would just ruin my reputation
Its been to long i cant remember the reason why
Why i wished you'd die
There's just too many memories
That i cant hide
I have nothing to do with them
I cant let go
No one is helping no one can know
I wish i was back in the past to stop me from feeling like this
I lost a best friend
One of the best ones Ive had
