My face is clouded
As my emotions collide
Death and stress
Are pushed upon my chest
Many a time i have felt useless
Like i feel now
My heart has frozen and my mind doesn't care
If i was built for life
Why does it feel like i'm dying?
I have written poems and screamed with depressing songs
I have cut my arms and burned my feet
I have cried for the last time
And cared as well
My life is a joke and i'm the jynx.