Dear Diary,
When all was going right
When the stars finally shined in the night
The past came back to haunt me
I wish it would just let me be
Sometimes i sit and wonder what if
If i didn't do this or if i did do that
What if i didn't walk up to you that day
Or ask you to come and play
Would i feel this pain
I memories just simply came
I'm so tired of the lies going around
The truth will never be found
Tired of standing alone
When i think of you under the stars
I hope you thinking of me too
Thats not all i hope i hope you knew
Ive lost the friends i thought would stay forever
All because i said never
I closed the gate of life
Hid my self in a corner
And fell asleep
The day i awoke everything went great
Till the questions arose
MY head was spinning and mouth open wide
I let everything out theres nothing to hide
I always said didn't let the past control you
But i already let it
Help me o god
Free me from this spell
Please make sure i go to heaven n not he*l
I didn't know what to do
I'm so confused
I wish i could go back
And fix everything i f*cked up
Diary you know me the best
You know all my secrets
And all my story's
Now in return
I ask if you can say
If there any hope for me
