Everwhere i go (betrayel on all sides to me)

Hmm....
whatever about that comment... there\'s allot i disagree about with what you said..
i was offering myself for you to TALK too....
and i haven\'t heard anything on the news...
wanna know why?
I\'m homeless....
and it\'s a long story.
and i cant believe you gave me a flippin\' lousy one on my poem.
i wasn\'t asking for your help...
nor your advice....
I\'m nineteen,
and i can use my discernment to judge what I\'m getting into..
whats OK and what isn\'t...
that is why i only have 10 friends on my friend list ...
and do not get me wrong...
i wouldn\'t ask help from you...
you are only sixteen....
a minor...
in high school....
you must think I\'m slow...
thanks for the biggest insult on the face of this planet...
good luck...
see ya

take it... take it eat it up... cause this is what i eat all day.
stabbing me in the back...
oh yes it\'s nothing new,
I\'ve had admirer\'s
some where fake,
some where true...
some just did shit to piss you off.
that was you...
you have no respect...
to diss me in public...
defamatory...
discriminate...
accusing and berating..
it was just as well that i got it from you...
I\'m sure I\'ll get it tomorrow too.
this is the world...
something i have to get used too.
judgment tears me...
and you where just another example of rejection...
I\'m sorry i speak the truth...
I\'m sorry I\'m honest...
I\'m sorry i don\'t keep secrets...
there\'s no free speech...
shut your mouth Phil...
you\'ve got no right to speak your mind...
that\'s all i ever hear...
all my life.
I\'ll give it away..
giving it all away....
so tired of trying..
whenever i stick out my hand to pull someone up...
it gets bitten...
slap your helper....
you get no help...
i know that now all your life you will never get the ear you need...
you will never have someone to listen to you...
cause you ask and you reject...
beggars cant be chooser\'s
and you beg indeed my friend...
stay away from me.
yes this is me,
stay away from me....
I\'m talking to myself...
stay away from myself...
stay outside myself...
because it\'s all to real to face.