That Moment

For all these things that I have done,
The emotional weight: now weighing tons.
I'm truly sorry for hurting you all,
I trip and stumble, to the ground I fall.

As life as we know it, soon will end.
And reading through letters, i meant to send,
The slow the years just fly by
And the buckets fill with the tears I still cry.

And nobody sees that Im left alone,
Dont come to my house, dont bother to call.
Dial your number; can you hear your phone ring?
No answer; my worry overrides everything.

My worry passes as I see you across the street.
But for a moment, I forgot my problems in the heat
The heat of the moment, and now I remember and see.
That lonely I may be: but all because of me.