Walk Away

I feel like I don't belong,
Though I really want to stay.
And I have no other choice,
But to turn and walk away.

Leaving behind precious memories,
The faces will surely fade.
Even if I escape from here,
Can I kill the demons I have made?

Is is possible to be free,
From all the torment and the pain?
Or will I continue to run away,
And cry my tears in the rain?

Am I too far gone now,
To get myself back?
Is the person I was lost forever,
Leaving me stranded on the wrong track?

All the places I've been before,
Have slowly faded away from me.
An although I hate being trapped,
I'm terrified fo being free.

Torment and pain are the life I live,
The only things I really know.
Afraid to fall further from myself,
The demons won't let me let go.

I only wanted to be strong,
Just enough so I could stay.
But this place is slowly killing me,
So I have to turn and walk away.