Tryin to let go

Im trying not to cry

and holding the pain inside

the pain is getting worse

with everyday that passes by

i dont know why i feel this way

i shouldve known it wouldnt work out

but i still felt obligated to try and make things work

my friends told me to leave you alone

because you would only hurt me once more

i still cant understand how you can hurt me that much

and make it seem like everything between us was good

you said you loved me

but i know now that was just one of your many lies

it hurts for me to see your name on my caller id

because i always want to pick up the phone and say hi

but i know if i heard your voice

it would only make the pain worse

i believe that one day i will get over you

and you will love me again but once that day comes the love i had for you will be out the door