Who Am I?

I'm a good girl
I always do what I'm told
I never break the rules
I never try to be bold
I never fought in school
Never tried to ditch class once
I saw my friends do so
I just sat and watched for months

I never liked the way I was before this year
I couldn't tell you how much crap I used to hear
I changed my clothes and the music I listened to
But I couldn't change the pain no matter what I'd do

The pain came from inside
Deep down in my heart
I've tried to get it out of me
But it never breaks apart
Inside I'm a broken girl
Whose depression can no longer be tamed
If anyone would pay attention
They would know I'm not the same
I put on a fake smile and that is what they see
They don't see the pain that's growing
And the person I'm becoming to be