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You promised me forever
So what is this
When I cry my tears
Drowning in all my fears
Because my forever with you is never
We were so happy til I went away for a weekend
Then you looked another way
Please just listen to what I have to say
I never thought I would feel so much hurt
From you being such a big flirt
I always said that I wouldn't let a man take me down
But look at me running around with a frown
I never wanted to feel this weak
True love is all I was trying to seek
But I found hurt
That same hurt I gave you 9 months ago
I have changed in a way that I never wanted
But the whole time I just fronted
It doesn't matter now I know with the new frost
My war has been lost
I no longer feel my heart
For it is numb from all the pain
All this stress is driving me insane
Baby all I wanted was to be with you
But I guess you wanted something else
I feel like I was just someone to have
I don't feel like I was ever someone to love
I don't want to have to make thing crash
But no matter how things go my heart has been smashed
All because of a new girl
I feel like my heart is gone
You knew you shouldn't have said what you did
But that didn't matter
You had to give her hope
And make me lose it all
I love you to death
But I am tired of having to catch my breath
You say you want to see me happy
But it seems like for me to be happy its too much for you
I want nothing but to see you happy
But it doesn't matter that it hurts me anymore
You go be happy with her
Don't get mad over what I do then
So I guess this is goodbye
And know that I loved you and still do
But I am not going to take crying like I have been