Ever since

Ever since the time we went out
ever since the time i had my first doubt
there's not a day that has gone by
that you haven't been on my mind
ever since the day we had our first kiss
i remember that day, nothing but a bliss
ever since i first held your hand
i was so glad to be able to call you my man
ever since we had our first fight
i wasn't able to sleep that whole night
ever since we first talked about moving in together
i always thought that our love would be forever
but ever since you didnt return that one call
i was sure that my world was going to fall
ever since i heard you found someone new
my mind went blank, i didn't know what to do
for a while we went without saying a thing
at one point my death song i started to sing
but i waited and hoped that something would change
yet nothing, other than family rage
i prayed to God that you would change your way
still nothing, not even a call for my birthday
finally i give up and try to go in another direction
but the other guys didn't give the same affection
today it's a year and 16 days since we first met
the fact that i can't have you makes me upset
although we're not together i still want you as a friend
but remember babe, i will love you to the end....

* this is dedicated to my first boyfriend, my first love... we are not together but he is always in the back of my mind *

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