Sitting here crying on my bed
reading our old conversations
there are so many good times we had, they fill so many pages
i remember the first time
when you told me that you liked me
i was in total shock
but still i was really happy!
i thought that maybe you liked me too because of the things we talked about
but i guess you just loved to lead me on, because you asked her out
when someone told me that you were together
i couldn't help but break down
how could you make me believe that you liked me
and then just turn everything around
every night i thought about you
and ever night i would cry
and my heart was completely crushed when you two danced at the 4th of July
that huge hope of us being together was now a tiny flicker
you just loved to play with my emotions, and then turn right back to her
but things started to not work out
it just wasn't meant to be
and then you told me you liked someone else, and that someone was me!!
my mind was going crazy
i couldn't believe my ears
after all you had put me through
that's what i needed to hear
but the thing that screwed everything up was that you were still going out with her
i know i shouldn't have wanted you
but you were being such a flirt
you told me i was beautiful
and that you wanted to be with me
and you said you would break up with her, but still i felt so guilty
and then the day finally came
the one i had been waiting for;
you and her were no longer together, finally it was over!
i tried to feel bad for her
but there seemed to be no room
my heart was too happy to mourn
i just hoped you might ask soon
i wanted you to ask me out
i wanted to be your only one
but there was such a long road ahead, my journey had just begun
