Everytime I think

And every time I think of this,
I cant quite breathe,
the way everything went,
I never knew I'd have forget it all and leave.

and every time I close my eyes,
I imagine what I used to know,
and sometimes when I remember,
tears start to flow.

and when I start to think I'll miss everything about it,
I decided maybe it will be better off in the end,
I will have more time and days,
for myself to spend.

and every time I think of how I wanted it all to end up,
I think maybe there will be something better,
and sometimes when I think like this,
my face just gets wetter.

and I noticed when I remember you're name,
which was once true,
I remind myself,
there's no way I can hold onto someone that was never you.