I thought that I showed you how much that I cared for how much that I wish that i was yours. But I guess that I wasn't as clear as I though that I was. Cause you are with her. You are with one of my best friends. And you will never know how much it hurts me to see you two. How much that my heartaches every time when I see you walk down the hall. I have always wished that sometime I would be like her in your eyes. Be able to get my chance to be with you. To find how it would be to be more then just Friends. To see how that would make us closer or farther apart. Just once I would like to see how we would be if we were together more then just Friends. But you picked her. You wanted to be with her more then you wanted to be with me. I would listen to you talk about her when I am around you and hear you say that you still liked her and all of these many things. And I would just smile and give you encouragement. But what I really wanted to say was " I am standing right here. Why do you not want to try and be together?" I guess that I am just not like her in your eyes. Cause you picked her over me.
