The day you left..

I'm sometimes sad,
and lonely at heart.
We're so close,
yet so far apart.

Let me lie in agony,
as all the pain shatters inside.
All the thoughts pound in my head,
it started to hurt so much when my heart died.

I lay in my loneliness,
and think of what's been done.
I'm scared of what I do to myself,
and when I've become.

So cut my wrists,
or slit my throat,
I'm becoming undone,
just please read this one last note.

I'm hurting,
I'm dying,
or maybe I'm already dead,
all I know if I can't stop crying.

So let me lay in sweet agony,
remembering you by my side.
Just remember,
the day you left was the day I died.