I know you feel this way and it makes me sad that i cant help you or tell you i feel the same when i know deep down that i dont feel that way anymore. i just wish you could have what i have and just be free with emotions and that you dont have to worry. One of the things i always say and if you knew my friends they will tell you that this is true...My friends and anyone who i care about comes before me..i never want anything from anyone...like my guy...i'll give him anything and not really want anything back...and i just wish i could give that to you.

your friend
andrea