Dear Mom

Dear Mom

Why am I here?
Why can't I just leave?
You don't pay much attention to me,
Yeah sure five kids,
What I don't understand is;
You have time for four,
No more......than that,
You said we would work things out,
I thought you would change,
You were just playing games,
I try to spend time with you,
But its either;
You're not suppose to go,
Or, there's no more room,
What the hell am I suppose to do?
Im just going to give up,
And not care,
Pretend that you're not there,
Till the day you see,
What the hell you're doing to me,
I know you wont care,
You can't love,
I know you're just playing one big front,
You want to be like that,
Fine Ill let you,
Remember these last five words,
Im just gonna forget you.

Written by: Jennifer M. Avina AkA Dopey
Dedicated to: Veronica C. Guerrero (My MOM)
03/21/2004