How could you

You were my best friend, My brother
Then there you were my other best friend, my sister.
How could y'all hurt me like this?
How could y'all both be blinded by my pain?
How could you like right past my tears, and act like they were never there?
You say you don't mean to hurt me,
You say you didn't know it was going to hurt me,
But then you say your my best friend,
OK, if that is the case, shouldn't you know that is going to hurt me, shouldn't you know how i feel all the time!
You were no best friend of mine,
You were just someone else who came into my life.
You came in and completed my heart just to make it fall apart once again.
I never thought i could hurt and cry this much over either one of you
But, i guess once again i was proven wrong!
I put both of you before anyone in this whole entire world and for what?
Just for y'all to hurt me more then anyone in this whole entire world
But, hey ya know its my fault
I was the one that brought this all on
I was the one that started it all
And, you know even tho y'all don't care about how i feel i hate myself for it
But, what i do doesn't matter
So, when you find out i cut once again
Don't yell, don't even talk to me about it
It is non of your concern.
And, when you find out I'm dead
Don't be sad, Don't worry, Don't even come to my funeral.
Forget about me, forget y'all EVER knew me!
Y'all both go on with y'alls lives but just remember this,
Even tho my pain doesn't matter to either one of you,
My love for both of y'all was always real and will always be!
It will never change!
Bye.