Last goodbye

I wish you were mine,
but you deserve much more.
You deserve the perfect girl,
the one who loves you.
I loved you then and I'll love you forever so that is why I give up.
You deserve much better than me so this is my last goodbye.
Give me a razor and watch me die.
I'll bleed from my wrists and my tears will be black as the night I last saw you.
This is my last goodbye to you, so please don't be sad you still deserve much more.
I know I wasn't your true love...and I know I could never have you.