Last night as i watched him turn me away i cried. he walked by me as thou i did not mean the world to him. as thou i was someone else. Seemingly i find myself going back to his rudeness and cruelity but my heart cant let go... cant let go of this only love i have know for 4 years. he claims he has mad love for me but yet he does not love me. should i stay or should i go. should i continue to get my heart broken and have my dreams and hopes stomped on. no one better is coming ne time soon into my life why not stick around. maybe one day when i am gone he will look in the mirror through his beautiful eyes and see that i am not there ne more. no more ashley to come comfort him in need. no more late night tips. no more phone calls from me just to tell him i love him. no more kisses from my lips and no more hugs from my arms.. the best thing that ever happened to him he just let walk right out of his life.
