Happy

Happy

i thought i was happy...
when i spent my days wastefully...
when i accomplished nothing....
and just focused on what i enjoyed...

i thought i was happy...
when i was stuck in a shelter...
with 28 other people...
rubbing shoulders with Ohio\'s notorious bums.

i thought i was content...
when i had this place to go to...
where i could write my thoughts when i wanted too..
but turns out people had a problem with what i thought about...

i thought i came too a end...
where there where no more starts...
and dreams where crushed...
life was torn...
and my world fell apart...

but i know who i have to look too...
my only problem is i judge Him by the relationships I\'ve been through...
but He\'s only wanted me to trust something i thought was impossible...
and it was impossible here on earth...
but not in His world...

I call Him mercy...
though He has many other names...
He is the same to me...
forever and always...

amen