There's often this feeling
its the opposite of great.
how do i make it go away
when life is what i hate.
i know you don't see it
but if you only knew
how you destroy my life
with all the things you do.
them constant reminders...
sheer failure in your eyes...
crying more and more each day
as my spirit slowly dies.
I'm getting weaker and weaker
and soon I wont be here
but as i think about it
death is what i fear.
not the part about leaving
but leaving you behind.
because the feeling that you'd get
is anything but kind.
i wish you could understand me
and know exactly how i feel
so many sad emotions
this is how i deal.
