Pushing My Way Through

Its not easy
shoving through this disease
its not simple or fun
but I'm pushing my way through
trying to find my way
hoping I'm going
the right way

Its not an easy task
to do it alone
because even though they try
only I can find my way
and only I hold my
own key to happiness
and its so hard but
Im puishing my way through
finding my own way
through my madness

*the disease is bipolar disorder or depression... its kinda both but thats a long stroy*