By hurting you
I have hurt myself
Every tear that
Rolled down your face
Dropped off your check
And landed on your lap
Was caused by something
That I did to you
It was like watching
Your best friend get hurt
And not being able to stop it
At the same time
In some odd way
I feed off the pain
It was like giving me power
I had the power to hurt you
And I used it
Some how seeing you hurt
Made me feel better
It made me feel better
And hurt me at the same time
Don ask me why
Don ask me how
I don know why
And I don know how
I guess its for the best
That we are apart
Even though it hurts to look at you
