Tell me...
How does it feel to be the last one standing?
Because that's one thing i've NEVER felt before.
But, i HAVE felt my heart shatter before...in YOUR hands.
do you know how it feels to call your name and get a fake response?
Well...as much as it kills me...next time you call my name,
you'll get NO response.
What hurts the most is being caught up in your net of lies,
Entangling me tighter each time i let myself believe you.
Once the net was tied as tight as it would go...i KEPT believing you...
Because I didn't know how to stop.
Do you know how hard it is to WANT to believe someone so bad that you begin to...
And then you'd do or say anything...just to make them happy?
That's the regret i feel everyday.
It's even HARDER to wait for something that you know will never happen...just because you don't want to lose something that's already torn you to pieces.
These are things that cause me dry tears every night.
I just can't seem to get over the fact that i BELIEVED you...
I believed i was your world.
I believed i was a rose that you made bloom.
But, you tore the petals off that flower with your own two hands.
So, for once in your life, can you tell me the TRUTH?
Or will you just lie about that too?
But, the funny thing is, even though you lied to me about feeling anything at all, i'd STILL believe you.
That HURTS...
More than you could ever know.
But, as twisted as this may seem,
Even though you crushed me, lied to me, hurt me, and broke my heart...
I can't find a way to let you go.
I'm hanging on to myself by a thread of your lyrical lies...
And that makes me JUST as bad as you.
