Im sick of crying over yall
And all the shit you put me through
Why dont you recognize
Everything stupid that you do
Friends are what I call you
Cus I cant seem to stand up on my own
Maybe cus Im so afraid
Of being so alone
But what I cant accept
Is that yall arent even my friends
And Im just fooling me
When I think itll never end
This bond I thought we had
That seemed to be so strong
Was all a figment of my imagination
I guess I was so wrong
Ive found out that life is full of disappointments
And you cant expect too much
And I guess Ive expected too much from yall
My so called friends and such
And I feel so betrayed
So used and uncared for
And even though I hate it
Im just giving more and more
This fear I have in me,
It stops me from speaking my mind
Thats probably why you walk all over me
Although Im trying so hard to be kind
And I think Im being taken for granted
But Im too stupid to say
So I stick with everything that yall do
So I won t be a stray
And tears are burning my eyes again
Just as they always do ,
As I relive my past
A friend I thought was true
And I pray at night to be stronger
To say the things I feel
And I pray that one day
I find friends that I can call real
And Im saying this the best way I can,
The only way I know how,
Cus I dont want to face yall
Not tomorrow...not today...not now
