You were always there
Picking me up when I fell
I never let you go; no I couldn't bear
Seeing the times we shared
The useless in depth talks
And how much you always cared, that you helped me through the keys that had no locks
As life went on the time ran out
And all our secrets run about
I wish I could have talked to you
Guess that's my fault; I'm sure
Selfishness? Jealousness? ; No I doubt
It's the fear of loosing you that made me choose self-doubt
Pushed it away
Wasn't strong enough
It made me want a different life, and forget about my strife
The friends I had; no they weren't good enough
I needed something new
I stirred and wondered for a place to call my own
Living a life I never wanted, in a world that's not a home
Hell I don't know, all I ever wanted was to never let you go
But now I know that I'm ready to finally let you go
And in the end I ask myself
Why I let you go,...
