Sometimes

I think of you and it makes me laugh.
i think of you and it makes me smile.
i think of you and my day gets brighter.
sometimes i think for quite a while.

sometimes i think of you and scream because i hate you.
sometimes you make me want to cry.
sometimes i don't care how you feel.
sometimes i wish you'd die.

i think of you and I'm not sure why but i know i love you.
sometimes i love you just a little sometimes i love you lots.
sometimes i wish i could say i hate you.
but my tongue gets tied in knots.

sometimes i wonder to myself why write these stupid words.
sometimes i think you wont understand.
i think theres something you should know.
before you take my hand.

i need you more then anything
more then bread water or air
i want to be your one and only
but you never seem to care

sometimes because of you
i cry myself to sleep.
but even then you never notice
as silent tears i weep.

sometimes i feel so empty
like maybe your not really here
then the next moment i have to have you
to hold you tight and near

sometimes i don't understand my feelings for you at all
sometimes i wish you'd leave me be.
but you cant i need you
its you that makes me free.

I'm not brave enough to leave you
your too close to me now
but why do i need someone like you
i want to go but i don't know how

so please for my sake walk away
sob your heart out if you have to
all i know is that if i try
i can SURVIVE without you