I don't want this to last

Every night,
I hear them.
They disagree,
They start to fight.

I know this time
That it's about me.
I guess I can't do anything
To ever make them happy.

My broken heart,
It now breaks more.
My crying eyes
Are red and sore.

I don't want to hear them
fight anymore,
So I put on my shoes
And walk out the door.

I don't want this to last.

I sit outside
Only for them to follow.
Now she yells,
She yells at me.

Says to get in the house
But I refuse to go.
She tells me again,
I continue to ignore.

She comes up behind me,
Picks me up by my hood.
I think I stopped breathing
For a second or two.

I yell at her and say
I want to be left alone.
She doesn't seem to listen,
As i get more upset.

My heart is pounding,
My stomach hurts.
I feel so shaky
I can't stop crying.

The worst night of my life,
All I feel is pain and strife.
I can't hold them back,
The tears just keep coming.

I finally fall asleep.
Only to think,
I don't want this to last.