If I only had known...
It's hard to say I love you
and not draw any tears,
It's hard to know you're not there
to help me face my fears.
It's hard to know that phones are in reach,
but I cannot hear your voice sometimes!
It's hard to know that breaking up
was not my choice.
It's hard to see you laughing,
when I'm crying deep down inside.
It's hard to just find feelings
and not know how to hide them,
when I need you more than words can say,
and want to scream how much I LOVE YOU!!!
...but to hold back and not be heard.
It's hard to go to sleep at night
when I cannot dream of you,
It's hard to think
you might find someone else new.
It's hard to not start crying
when I hear your favorite song.
It's hard to live without you.
If I only had known...
I will never love another,
I'd rather be ALONE
