You were the best

I never thought I could say this,
But I think the time has come,
That I tell you everything.

I love you,
I mean those words deep and true,
But there is something that I am not telling you.

I have fear in my heart,
From all the times of being hurt,
But this is not your fault.

Please don't accuse yourself,
All the good times I remember,
Will not be forgotten.

I just can't erase my pain,
And I can't go on this way,
I need to forget.

Not about just you,
But another boy too.
So I am saying sorry now,
And how much I love you.