To You Christina *Part IV*

My letter to you

Dear, Christina

I'm glad you see your mistake
and see that i was right
The Punishment you take
Was the pain i felt all night

The pain i felt since that day
The day u left me on the side
TO even know my forever pray
wasn't good enough to lose the bide

To know it only took a week
And to really see
The man kissing your cheek
wasn't even me

and you left me cause of our connection
because of the rumors
When i saw you as perfection
and i just grew you tumors

What i went through was hell
Trying to stay strong for you
lasting the fight till the next bell
No matter what life threw

The love i had for you
was so UN-describable
And i always went to you
You were my reliable

The one i came to for my hug
The one i came for the kiss
The one i just wanted to bug
The one the made me feel like this

Like i was the best
The one who made you smile
like a 100 on a test
or running your first mile

The days you came to me
The days i gave you that pleasure
The feeling of us to be
Together.....your my treasure

But what did you feel?
To end me at Month 9
was it Fake for real?
was it true to call you mine?

I hate saying it will be alright
cause when i do all it is pain
how you said you love mike
and let sulk in the rain

If you really want him back
Then thats really good
Ill just go back in black
and be misunderstood

he can be there for you
During "school hours"
what you and him do
must have been really sour

I still feel for you
9 months is really long
for a high school boy
Whose heart is really strong

When your in pain
you know I'm there
I'm your umbrella in the rain
don't worry you don't have to share

Its better to give then get
so what you did don't regret

I hope your life grows Better
This is my final letter

Goodbye