Why?

Waiting for it to end
just waiting for the day
when I can escape
When I can get away

The fighting never stops
and the pain will never end
my cuts will never heal
and my heart will never mend

so why do I do it?
why do I try?
why do I fight to make it
when all I wanna do is die

why wipe away tears
when their going to fall again
why fight the blade
when its my only friend

why get back up
just to get pushed back to the ground
why stand in the open
when I'll never be found

you'll never care
and you'll never see
so why dont I give up
just let go of being me