Sorrow

Sorrow

What the hell were you thinking
when you tried that on me
do you think Im a monster
with no feelings at all

I have all my thoughts
I have ideas too
but most of all
I have my self-respect

I cant believe you did that, to me for most of all
you made me cry
which then I could not stop

I made love into hatred
and the hatred to revenge
until I could not stop it
I made that monster come out of me

I felt so desperate
like I needed your envy
It was my food and water
like chips and pop were yours

There was then that a day did come
a day that I was waiting for so long
a day that made me happy
a day that I could finally smile

My friend started talking to me
as I was sobbing away
he told me that a day would come
when someone would love me back
I smiled at him and I did say thank you
as those few little words
gave joy to my small little world