How i feel

The days are getting longer,
And my pain seems to be getting stonger,
and even if i'm tryin' to be stong,
Most of me friends have figured out something is wrong,
I fight back the tears when they mension your name,
I try to keep my voice steady and take it like a game,
I act like a b**** like i straight up don't care,
But if you look at me long enough,
you can tell there is something still there,
Back in the day pride was all i needed to let you go,
I would act hard try to put it a show,
Yet no matter how hard i try,
Now it just doesn't work,
Becuase when it comes down to it,
Me with out you makes me hurt,
I've tryed to get things staight,
And put you aside even behind a new man i've tryed to hide,
I gave up hope but it hasn't gave up on me,
Thats why this unspeakable pain won't let me free.