Why try
why bother
this day is so exhausting
that i don't even want to breath here
This filth, this little dungeon you call a home
i never want to be a part of this
i can never live here with you and put up with all this shit
i cry so hard now, when I'm done my eyes still burn
you have pushed me, pulled me, torchered me to the point of no return
for now those 3 words i repeated, and repeated
i want back, i take them all back
for this pain was not love, and was never right
for every spare second i wasted on you
i wish i was with someone else those nights
I wish for the next girl who is with you
realizes this before her too falls in love with you.
You, the irritating Nat that i just cant get rid of
when i have my foot out that open door
you soon then open that dirty mouth
and say that you have never loved me more
when i have wasted a whole year of my life on this
now you actually want this healthy relationship
but......I'm done, I'm out
i have reached my point where i don't even know what the word love is truly about
you have confused me, played mind games with me where i don't even know what my feelings are truly about
the one true thing i do know
is that i never want to see you again.
Take all the memories and time with you
and just try to remember you did this to yourself, i was just the one who tried to love you.
