If Only I Had Listened

I didn't believe what they said.
Now im sitting here in tears,
thinking back on what I was told;
I've realized I should of listened.

I was too blind and still hurt,
I didn't think that it was possible.
Now im sitting here in tears,
wishing I had just listened.

If I wasn't stubborn maybe then;
then I wouldn't be so hurt.
I don't think I will ever recover;
from the pain everyone has caused.

No one knows how hurt I am,
no one can see the pain but me.
I put on a smile everyday
and act like everything's okay.

I knew what he was up to
yet didn't want to believe it
and now im sitting here crying
Wishing I had been smart.

No one can fix this broken heart
No one even cares.
I don't see why I try.
I just wanna die.