My life...

I dont eat right
I dont sleep to good.
Im under pressure from school
Life is not going as it should.

My life contains anger
I shed tears until 3:00 am
Things have changed since I was 3
I guess nothing stays the same.

My parents are shouting
The baby is crying.
My brothers are fighting
And I am slowly dying.

My heart is in knots
My soul is fading away.
I have lost all hope so
I dred my next day.

Im going out of mind
To change my lifes route.
I dont wanna cry no more
Im gonna scream and shout.

A tear comes to my eye
Theres a flash back of my life.
All the pain inside it....
I slowly raise my knife........