Hello,
I know what you are thinking.
I am that girl with nothing going for her.
I am that girl that you will stay away from
For ever.
I am the one that does things to myself
That you would never what
To think of.
So naturally there is something wrong with me.
I have problems you say?
Ok.
Thanks for telling me.
I would have never of know unless you had said
Something.
Because I know nothing
Of myself unless you tell me.
Because I have done so many things in
My life that I can't rely on myself anymore.
I am lost in this world of pain
And misery with no one here beside me.
I can see you and feel you standing beside me
In the darkness but the only question
On my mind is
"Can you see me?"
"Can you feel me?"
I know you can't because you choose to ignore
Me. I am not worthy
Of knowing you.
So I'll sit here in my darkness
Waiting.
Waiting for a time when you will
See me and know I am here.
Waiting for as long as I must.
For someone to finally love me for what I am
And not what they think I have become.
So stare and look at me but don't see me.
I can see you and I am watching waiting for
You to see me...
