Doodle On My Heart

I listen to you closely
I believe everything you say
I felt you'd never lie to me
Then how did I end up this way?

I'm broken hearted and confused
Not sure what to beleive now
All your words were just a doodle
On my Heart some how.

You doodled that you loved me
You doodled that you cared
You doodled you'd hold me forever
You doodled you'd always be there.

By the end my heart was a scribble
All black, hard, and cold.
It never seemed to beat the same
Now the doodles are so old.

I'm finished with you now
Although i say it I know I'm not.
I think i can deal with how you hurt me
I never want to let go of what we got.

I want you to touch me
I want your sinful kiss.
I know we share a moment
Then you forget about it.

I want you to remember
I want the doodles to be true
You've hurt me so much now
That I'm addicted to you

This is another poem
Dedicated to you Peter.
How could you kiss, hold and touch me
And then simply run back to her.

I knew coming into this
That we were just messing around
The way she talks about how you treat her
Man I really hate that sound.

How you tell her she wants you
How you say your words are true
Why are you searching for someone
When im right infront of you?

"Peter is so sweet to me
I hold a special place in his heart"
You know what's sad but funny
You didn't say that to me at the start.

I sort of fell into you
Liking you was so easy
I love the way you spoke to me
And the way you used to tease me.

I'm sick of feeling this way
All these doodles I want to erase.
But they quickly re-appear
When i see that smile on your face.

So I continue to listen
As you paint your lovely art
I wont fight no more
As you doodle on my heart.