Everything Dies in the Wintertime

Sadness overcomes me
I don't think you know
How much you hurt me
Very typical

It's like the same story
The guy leaving the girl
Yet still loves her
But can't take obligations

Friends have obligations too
I'm here left hanging
Trying to deal
I just can't seem to cry

How do you do it
Just laugh around
And think it's okay
I can't believe i even talk to you

It's like there's no colors left
There's no hope left
There's just now
What is

I'm just a sucker
Letting myself just get hurt more
Why do i even care
Why does it seem like i hurt more

I wish i could not feel like this
I wish I was happy
I wish i could be okay
I wish that I stopped wishing

Sometimes I hate you
I can't even stay mad at you long
You don't even know whats wrong
Nothings worth it anymore

Why isn't it fun anymore
Why do things have to get old
It never got old for me
And I'm here still pathetically loving

You didn't have enough time for me
To live up to your feelings
Why am i always doing the chasing
I wish i can just not care

Hopefully you can say something to me
That'll anger me
And make me want to forget
Forget you existed

Sometimes I wish i never met you
Cause then I would be able to breath
BE able to stop dreaming
To stop caring

I'm not good enough anymore
I don't want to move on
I want to be alone
Love isn't for me

Make this die
I don't want to care anymore
I hate you
But i love you
This pain hurts

You hurt me really bad
But still I'm the stupid one
I just go along with this
Maybe i should lighten up

Everything dies in the winter time