Remembering the peace I had in the past,
Wish I could take those moments and make them last,
But the past is gone and you can't change fate.
My heart's so full of the problems I hate.
I've looked back on all the hearts that I have touched.
My weakness is I just care too much.
But will I be happy? Will I ever be free?
I'm just one man thrown around by destiny.
I live only for what is to come,
But I long for the boy and not the man I've become.
'Cause a boy has no worries; no thoughts about now,
But now is here and I'm left asking how.
But I have friends; one who treat me right,
They're in my heart under this starlit night.
I look at them then I look back at me
Wondering what they see in me.
Why do they stay; never turning their head?
They'll be in my heart even after I'm dead.
I'm no longer a boy but, I don't care,
Because all around me my friends are there.
