Five Years

Five years have passed.
And little has changed.
But why do i keep remembering.
You walking away.

Five years ago.
I didn't quite understand.
When the only thing i wanted.
Was for you to hold my hand.

Five years are gone.
And i want to know.
Why things keep rushing back.
Why i cant let them go.

Five years have been wasted.
Pretending your a good father.
But now i see.
You stole my Happily Ever After.

Five years have been.
Since i never knew.
I cant stand having your blood.
Being a part of you.

Five years longer.
Still feeling dirty and vile.
Having to realize.
Daddy's a pedophile.

Five years it took.
With out a sound.
I tried to keep running.
But was caught by a breakdown.

Five years more.
I will pray to the sky.
Wishing every day.
That you would die.