Why me?

As i layed drunkenly onto the bed, someone came in and kissed my head.

i thought it was one of my friends, i didn't know it was a guy i never met.

i was so drunk i couldn't speak, he just unzipped my pants and went on his way.

i tried to lift my arms to push him away, but i was so lifeless all i could do was look in his eyes, wondering why he is doing this me.

as he kept going the pain kept coming, not caring how i would feel after this is all over, not caring i might catch something.

i tried to get strength and yell for help, but as soon as i tried he covered my mouth.

i started to cry gasping for air, he just kept doing his business with no cares.

all i remember is someone knocking on the door, scared him so straight he fell onto the floor.

i yelled for help and someone came in, but then it started all over wit another sin.

i thought i was gonna be safe coming to this place, i knew i shouldn't of trusted people with none familiar faces.

one after another the crowd became, not knowing where my friends were, they just disintegrated.

my body was aching so sore and stiff, wanted to die and get this over with.

after it was over i felt like i was dead feeling lonely inside, thinking i should have died

the grossness that i feel still remains inside, pictures in my head will always flash before my eyes.

the sound of me crying, the sound of them laughing, will never be erased from my head, i didn't know they wanted to leave me for dead.

the smell of there liquor breathe always continues to haunt me, for that i will never drink again, the smell of alcohol and my body are dead.