Lost you again

I've lost you again
Now you'll never be mine
I knew this would happen
It was only a matter of time

Now my wrists are red from bleeding
And my eyes are red from crying
And my head is full of depression
Filled with all your lying

I opened up to you again
And you just shot me down
I can't believe I bought your shit
Again a third time around

I'm so sick of getting hurt by you
When you don't even care
I'm so sick of gaining trust in you
When you aren't always there

I know that I should hate you
For what you've done to me
But my heart won't let you go
For a reason that I can't see

I can't believe I bought it
When you said I love you forever
And I Hate how I'll be hanging on to you
Until we are together